on the otherside of life..
I am here to think and ponder and wonder about the way life is going and how I would like it to be...which is something that I havent done enough. With this new dell...its going to be a lot easier to update my blog regularly....

one of my favorite quotes "live the life you've imagined and go forth confident in the direction of your dreams..."

Well...firstly, I would like to be have a lot of self regulation..as life is not about what happens to u but how you react to it. I would like to be able to have the ability to control my emotions and control my ability to use my emotions...towards optimism. There are a lot of things ..and habits that I have found. I say a lot of negative things that I say...mostly its my inner voice. I find myself that I'm more positive to others than I am to myself. I find that I end up saying negative vibes towards myself that I when I am in a crisis situation..I act negatively.

I really want to be a more optimism..so I've decided. I am going to focus on being more positive in myself in every element of my life. Every towards any negative thought...I I have a rubber band that I slap my hand to remind myself to be negative.
This is going to work. Its honestly..the biggest thing that I want to change within myself. Optimism. So this is definetly a way to get there.

Believe it cause its true...Juanita has gotten a new laptop!
Its a dell and I love it! No more Compaqs that dont want to work after a year...none of that! Its shiny and its new and its got wirless..and I'm happy.
I guess there's a bit of materialism in all of us.

here's the picture of it....
isnt it nice!!!

iwell....its been awhile but life has been so crazy latley..as
i was at home visiting my parents and globe trotting to oman and uae..which was great as it is always nice to see my family
recently i have been accepted for a position as vp pd in cameroon so im pumped aboutdoing that
imhaving the timeof my life with my lc..check out ourblog aieseccarleton.nomadlife.org

but i was just robbed six hundred dollars thanks to identity theft which im pissed off about...sometimes in this world you cant explain the unfairness or injustice or understand why things happen
they just do...i think its something called human greed....

but the beauty of this ridiculous existence is to find a way to be happy regardless of what happens to u and to find the inner strength to be an optimist...no matter what happens to your life...

without a smile i dont think that there's any point to living
school is alright imthree months away from recieving my undergraduate degree...which is quite the accomplishment

anyways just letting you all know that with life is always bitter sweet..but im so greatful for everything even though i am six hundred dollars short of cash...
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life will be alright
juanita
oh yeah...implaying in my reggae band in two of the hottest shows this weekend and i have two interviews as well which is in sane one with a local tv station and anotherwith a community radio station..crazzy...