hey its me...
well..to be honest there's a lot of good things happening
but im still trying to be free free of conflict
i've discovered that i dont like it when things turn out to be different from what i expected
more than anythign i just run away...

its a hard thing to face but its good that i know
and im starting to see conflict as a blessing because you really learn so much from it
I really enjoy geting to know myself better

but at the same time is scares me to death cause its something new..what if i dont like me?
what if things dont work out? its insane...how much this process scares me
but i've decided that im going to start booking meetings with janice weekly because i really need as much help as i can to overcome conflict
as i think its holding me back from becoming the truest form of me
im really glad that im fighting to be who i want to be
its amazing....

its liberating but amazing to know that i can find joy in these times...of uncertaintity..
i cant find a way to be the person i want to be....

but to be honest....i need to work harder..i need to focus and remind myself of why im diong what im doing for my inspiration and discipline
i havent been doing that very much...
which i know will inspire me to new hieights

its great to see the beauty in eerything..im learning more than i ever have about myself and my life

but at the same tiem i know i have a long way to go....

In the moment...its been awhile since I've written on my blogg....
So its been a very inspiring weekend. I've managed to be the onsite BIATCH for ORC which was a lot of fun and I really really enjoyed it. It was great to see AIESEC Ontario in action once again after being away from it for so long.

Latley, I have defiently been stuck in a moment. A moment that occured once I got off the plane and arrived in Canada. That never ending fear that life will never be as good as it was in place that you loved so much. For me thta place was India most definetly.

But its wicked to know that if there's a will there's a way. So after reading Rober Sharma's book the surfer the sain and and the ceo...I've learned one thing...
that regardless of where we are or who we want to be...we always have to live in teh rpesent moment..otherwise life passes us by without really experiencing it...]
we dont notice the joy or the miracles that can occur out of a diffuclut situtation if we persist in the crisis...
Or we wont get the opportunity to notice those that do care and love us.....

Its an amazing world we live in regardless of where we are......its up to us to find happeness in crisis regardless of where or who we are...otherwise we dont live....

But...I would like to think that even though this world can be a crazy place..that all of us can find peace within it...by enjoying who we are and always working to make our lives better....

So thats whats up with me...there aiesec and school..but overall..its alright...im in a bit of a tough spot...but its all a part of life and challenges are something that im greatful for

Shoutouts to Baroda peoples..I cant wait to hear that NLDS is converence of the year...
wish you all the best
Juanita