on the otherside of life..
I am here to think and ponder and wonder about the way life is going and how I would like it to be...which is something that I havent done enough. With this new dell...its going to be a lot easier to update my blog regularly....

one of my favorite quotes "live the life you've imagined and go forth confident in the direction of your dreams..."

Well...firstly, I would like to be have a lot of self regulation..as life is not about what happens to u but how you react to it. I would like to be able to have the ability to control my emotions and control my ability to use my emotions...towards optimism. There are a lot of things ..and habits that I have found. I say a lot of negative things that I say...mostly its my inner voice. I find myself that I'm more positive to others than I am to myself. I find that I end up saying negative vibes towards myself that I when I am in a crisis situation..I act negatively.

I really want to be a more optimism..so I've decided. I am going to focus on being more positive in myself in every element of my life. Every towards any negative thought...I I have a rubber band that I slap my hand to remind myself to be negative.
This is going to work. Its honestly..the biggest thing that I want to change within myself. Optimism. So this is definetly a way to get there.