sick all week...thats the name of this blog ladies and gentlemen cause thats what I've been!
coughing and incredibly figuring out that there's more inside of my lungs than I ever thought...
surprisingly for the first time in my life I've managed to maintaing some form of optimism even when I should be frowing...

Maybe it was just realizing that life can always be worse..and thats its not so bad to sleep the whole week away..I'm not sure
I'm just glad that I now have a new talent of coughing and laughing at the same time...
Its great to know that optimism can exist even at the most unlikely moements...


so so so...the story goes on and on as ekryah badu has poetically and beautifully told us through her solid voice...
its going on and on to say that I'm happy but I know that I can be better
I know that I can push myself to achieve my goals and work to be more focused to make my 12 goals that I want to happen before I'm thirty to actually become reality...each and every single one of them...

I was once given a card by my dearest friend lauren that
"listen to your wise self: let your inner compass direct the course of your life."

the inner compass is telling me to work harder and be more focused otherwise the goals will never come....
the inner compass is telling me that I must take more responsibility for my life otherwise it'll never happen...
those who dream must work harder...those who push themselves must take a risk in knowing that they are working for a dream ...that will cause them to live outside of their comfort zones...

So I'm happy with life but I'm also unsettled. I also have a huge appetitite for making this dream of mine come true...

So I'll push myself to be more focused because I believe I can..

by the way people.this is what I look like with my favorite pajama pants when I'm sick..
I'm still a cutie patutie huh?
If only charcoal could look this cute...