LIVE IN THE LIGHT

Its easier to live as a shadow than it is to live in the light.
Its easier to stay hidden than it is to be out there.
To be bold. To be there living your dreams.
I've always wondered why people end up regretting decisions?
Why do people not live the way they want even if they can?
Why do people not work hard enough to make their dreams happen even if they can?
Why dont people slog their asses off to find a way to make dreams come true?
because its easier to live in the darkness than in the light.

Living in the light means being radiant. It means being bold. It means standing up for what you believe in. It means finding a way when the world thinks that there isnt one. It means creating opportunitiy.
Being bold has consequences. It can cause you more tears. More pain. More hurting. Heart, mind and soul. At least in the short term.
But in the end you can die a person that has lived their life as living their dreams instead of letting the time just pass by. You can die a person that is ready to die because you have accomplished everything you dreamt of for yourself. For your life. For your world.

Living in the light is harder. Its hard to stand up for what you believe in when people that you respect dont understand your vision. When people that you knew you trusted, when people you hope would be there for you always...arent on your side. They dont see the vision that you have for yourself. Tears run down my face and spill into my reality as I am faced with a decision. A decision that is very difficult. I decision that is hard. A decision that I've dreamed of doing for so long.

But the people that I thought would support me the most arent. I can't give up on this. On me on my dream....AIESEC has taught me that much. It has taught me that we all have one life to live. We all have one stance (in our current state....i do believe in reincarnation) to dream, to hope, to cry, to laugh....and most important not just to dream but dream so big. Dream so high that you float when you think of the person you want to be the kind of things you want to do. You dream so that you may act and believe in yourself your potiential and your present.

AIESEC has taught me how to dream. Its fustrating to be a dreamer thought because you have to believe so much in yourself....regardless of what happens. But I'd rather live dreaming than die dreaming.

I have an important decision to make. Its a decision that I've wanted for so so long. Its right in front of me...and the people I need to support me arent. I'm goign to be a warrior. I'm going to keep fighting and find a way.